Friday, July 26, 2013

stress

Aku stress sangat2. Bila stress menangis sorg2. Teringat nangis. Teringat lg nangis. Nmpk brg tu,teringat nangis lg.serius. Patah hati aku blum smbuh lagi. Jujur aku stress,sedih and marah dgn diri sendirik. Aku cmburu dgn kawan2 yg da kawen,ad ank,takpon yg sdg buat persiapan ke arah itu. Aku slama ni sangka aku akan bersama dgn dia,kawen umur 25 saing Along,ad ank sama2. Tp rupa-rupanya dia dgn org lain. Aku confuse, mcm hilang tmpt pergantungan n rs mcm hilang arah,rasa macam hilang separuh diri aku. Aku panik. Cuba carik pengganti malangnya aku rasa aku mempermainkn perasaan dia,aku sakitkn hati org tu dan akibatnya org tu benci aku. Bg aku,jgn bg hrpn plsu kat org,even sekelumit harapan pun kalau boleh. Y? Sbb it is too painful. Now,perasaan ni affect hbgn ak dgn org lain,dgn kerja aku dan mungkin dgn kwarasan aku. Aku jadik tak terurus,serabut dan jahat. Jujur,aku tak tahu lg nk buat ap. Mkn pun da tak sgt. Rasa nk lari tu sntiasa ada. Rasa nk jerit kuat2,rasa mcm nk tidur xnk bgn. Bodoh kan? Dia bahagia aku derita. Lagu hafiz tu mmg ssuai dgn aku. Rindu lg,berharap lg. Mhms,pabo!!!!!!

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

survey

how old are you? 25 What is your favourite sport? Volleyball How old were you when you had your first kiss? One day. Kisses from ny parents :3 What was your first bfs/gfs name? Song joong ki,haha What do you use more google, msn, ask or dogpile? Google Are you going trick or treating this year? never What was the first halloween outfit you ever had? none If you could live anywhere, where would you live? Jannah :) What is your favourite car? Swift and mini cooper pandaaaa Who do you prefer Harry Hill or Peter Kay? none Do you like horror movies? yup Do you have more than 50 friends? Yup Do you have a job? yup What is your favourite animal? Panda. Dl kuma2,hehe Have you just wasted time doing this quiz? yup,right now ^^"